So this is what it feels like

You've worked with a company for 9 years and they just decided to lay you off because you are a part timer and they decided they wanted to keep the full time who has less than 1 year experience in the job.

I've worked at the airport for 4 years and now they're laying me off too. There's a chance of re-call, but they don't know when. This sucks! I've been so down that I find comfort in food. I already gained 4 pounds. And I already bite off all my nails. Yikes.

Onychophagia or nail biting is a common oral compulsive habit in children and adults.
I should find motivation to go back to my gym regularly again. Or else, all my effort will just go to waste. I should get myself together too, I can't be falling apart now.

I know I could get a much better job than the airport, but unfortunately, it is hard to find a job where my schedule will fit into my kids' schedule.

The good side of it is that I can go back to full time blogging again... so am hoping to be able do a lot of blog hopping again. And hopefully make a few more bucks here and there...